Phases..

My small little junior has motivated me to write down something about what happened around me recently....Life has been so satisfying and i really enjoy myself to the max. However life is not about myself and life without all the spices wouldn't be interesting though.

Before anything, let me tell something about my RAG experience that seem quite a while ago yet it seem like yesterday. What exactly that I want to achieve in RAG. I asked myself a question: Why u wanna be C.Enginner ? And i answered to myself as usual, because I want to give another damn try to rag and of course because I do not want to regret this golden opportunity where we can win those freaking shields back.... So do i regret with my decision to join RAG? My answer is: Once I make a decision, no matter its good or bad , I will take it.... And it turned out to be not bad ..... Hiaxxxx.... A bit disappointed that we couldn't win some shields.... However, the result is just some consolation, what we learned matters..... Shits that we went through matter..... Laughter that we had matters... I think I wont join RAG anymore because I have already given a good fight and I have no regret for what I have done.... Really GOOD JOB to all the retards who join RAG.... I always call raggers retards because I think Rag really too much for a ordinary persons... And of course I wish to shout out loud that Horace is a goddamn RETARD..... *sigh*... Sigh because finally I dun have to endure all the sleepless night that kills me..... Humans always learn more and appreciate more after they gone through shits..... Let me share about my friends problems..

My friend or more accurately my junior.... I have long never see such a kid that think like me when I was 10.. I am always attracted by people who are quite similar with my pass.... He always like to judge thing based on his own experiences and summarize things.... This is not really correct because things are not always that bad.... We think it is bad because we have expectation... Even if really things did not turn out to be like what expected, we should not disappoint because remember that life is always a long long journey.... If today we cannot make it, then next time.. If next time still cannot, there is always another time..... This is just like what my kinder-garden's teacher told me... She said this to me: If you are stupid then read few more times.. Do not care about others who can understand by reading it once.... We do not compare because we are not to be compared... We are we.. Each individual is unique..... So my junior out there, I really hope that you can get my message here... hahaha...... I learn this quote before I primary 1 and I truly understand this not until I freaking faced some big shit... So do not feel disappointed..... And yeah, my sister always said: Do not cry because it is over, but smile because it happened to you....... And i freaking agree with this statement..... :)

Of course to my another junior who faced relationship problem.... Which guy in this earth does not face this problem.... but we homo-sapien with DICK should accept shits with open arm... If it is your decision then I will fully support you.... because I respect who you are.... Like who you are..... Go on with the current situation though it might be hard.... If really you are uncertain, YOU have my full support...... :)

To my good friends, I am sorry that I never keep in touch with u guys frequently... but but really really you guys are in my heart.... Hopefully we will meet up this CNY and enjoy the day and night together... Surely it will be damn nice..... One of friend always say: If we really have true friends, what if the world goes to it end? At least we tasted the best thing in this world... hahaha... I hope everyone out there is doing fine.... You guys are my life-long nakama... kishishishi.....

My friends here in NUS.. Of course I am having a good time with them... If we are living so near and we never grab this fucking chance to enjoy the time together.... Lightning will strike me..... wahahhahah.... guess lightning wont strike me because I am certain that all of us really enjoy the time together so much..... wohhohohohoho.....

Lastly to my noob girlfriend.. hope that this half a year is really some time for you to know me well... of course u wont be able to know me well enough because there are too many things that you need to explore... hahahhahaha.. surprises are always hidden.. Am I right? Heard that u cut ur hair today ler... Quite excited to know how u look like.... PLS PLS.. dun look noob... if not i will make sure I call u noobie always..... CHEE NOOB... wahahhahahaha..... For my friends out there, I know u guys are excited to see how she looks like,... Trust me, U will be surprised because she is extremely stupid.... But I love her so much ...

Thats all peeps..

catch up with me next time... woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow