Soon I will be uncle.

My eldest sister is giving birth soon.. I dunno that this feeling can be this great.. I am looking forward to see my niece/nephew.. Of course I am feeling happy for my parents the most.. I can imagine how happy are my parents who will soon be grandpa and grandma..

Raising up children are not easy.. Just looking at myself is already a very good example.. I always give my parents problems up till today... Be is deliberately or accidentally, we are constantly worrying our parents.. I didnt know this feeling till I study oversea.. Staying with parents is simply too nice to be.. We tend to push all the problems to them.. They are more than willing to solve our problems up till we realised that they are not beside us, we will(at least me) start to see how important they are... Just after all the shits they have gone throu they finally receive some awards from their doing.. We son/daughter of our parents are always be their most valuable assets and what make them more rich is when we make them grandpa and grandma..

As much as my parents, I feel great excitement for being part of my sister happiness.. I am looking forward this holiday to see my cute niece/nephew..

People say, when we have our families then we tend to be more mature.. I think I start to understand this throu the fact that I am to be uncle..

Horace... U are promoted..

Guide to the path!!

Like most of the cases, if not handle properly, the consequences can be disastrous. Or sometimes domino effect will follows. I choose to tackle the prob at all will to make sure things doest grow to the extend which is uncontrollable..

Things will be hard but it worth a shot. I will not do the same exact mistakes that I made.. No more costly mistake for me.. I treasure small small things that I have in my life.. It might be so tiny that people dun think they are worthy, but I choose to believe in what I think valuable.

Things will get better if we think positively.. Or more famous known as "good things always follow those who are posimistic".. One important, wrong term I used when I first held a great responsible as C.Engineer..

keep moving,
Horace

I know what I am doing!!

There are always decisions to make, be it a good decision or bad decision.. It does not come with good consequences with good decision and vise versa. I am aware that sometimes decision is very hard to make especially those involve not only ourselves but others. So whenever this situation happens, we are tend to drag and drag or trying our best to make the situation good.. This isnt a bad way to do, however when the outcome is clear, although tough, action must be taken.

I have made a very big decision over one problem that I consider huge. This decision might not seem good for others, but I think for a better future and other aspects this will definitely be best for both parties.. I am a selfish person, I do not want to lose a friend that I cherish so I always do my best to keep them.. This has been my principles of life since I learn friends are one of my most invaluable assets. I want to remember today as one of important dates in my life.. 8/17.

There are plenty of problems for me to tackle because I am at the verge of inter-phase.. Just hope that I will be okie because at this point I am clueless about what I really wanna be..

I believe if we are positive, things will get better.
Horace

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i found out that recently I have always dwell in the past.. Does that considered bad??? I really dunno.. I seldom have heart to heart talk with my all my frens unless they are extremely closed to me.. If I have named them, they will be less than 5 people.. However keeping all secrets to oneself is always a very difficult task.. It felt so uneasy and they just drive u crazy sometimes.. Most of the time, i will choose to handle problems I have alone because I learned that when problems come the best solution is that we can accept them personally.. Frens are truly too important to help us when we are upset.. They are always the key elements that keep us moving...

Try to have no true frens and u know what I mean.. My frens and my family members will always say this to me... "You are lucky because U have bunch of true frens which not everyone will have in their lives. So do not always take them for granted..". Yeah I didnt take them for granted, because I think this happened to me due to my attitude and the way I treat them.. I give my all to people I consider frens tho they are just new frens to me.. treating them nicely might seem to normal, but I treat them with whole-heartedly unless one day they break the trust I have to them.. In other words, from that point onwards they dun deserve my trust and it will be very hard to gain my trust anymore...

I came to understand that there are no easy things in this world.... One might say that, this is a piece of cake... Come on dudes, there are no such thing easy in this world... Try to kick so balls if u are not footballers.. U are gonna pant like u are gonna die... Try to solve some true mathematics questions and U will know that u are so tiny compared to the things U know.. What I am trying to say here is not to encourage u guys to belittle urself instead to know who u are and know where is ur standing.. There is no need to compared urself to others in order to feel comfort because U are doing things for the sake of urself not for OTHER people.. So why so care about others' opinion... I see a lot of people get upset because they got criticized by others or maybe failed to get agreement for what they do.. FUCK OFF man.. this ain't important...

What I wanna say here is to be urself and do not overlap urself to other.. U might get some opinion from others, but the final decision is urs.. Be confident because U can shine others not because U are scared of others... And finally learn to choose ur own path instead of becoming one's shadow... U will never see the light because only the one that leading will face the LIGHT..

stay focused.
Horace

我的恋爱一周年纪念日

今年的二月一日是我和我的女朋友的恋爱一周年纪念日。上完课过后，我就去找她，她很漂亮。




我跟她去吃意大利餐，那里的牛扒很好吃。吃完后，我们去“Clarke Quay"的河边坐。在那儿，我们买了两瓶啤酒。我们一边喝啤酒一边讲话，那个感觉很好。我们在那儿坐到十二点晚上。




然后，我们回到宿舍。我送她一条项链，她送我一个杯子。她说一个杯子是一辈子的意思，我很高兴，我希望我们可以在一起到永远。




new words.
恋爱（lian ai) = love
纪念日(ji nian ri) = anniversary
完 (wan) = finish
过后 (guo hou) = after
牛扒(niu pa) = beef steak
河边 (he bian) = river side
一边 (yi bian) = while
一条项链 (yi tiao xiang lian) = one neklace
一辈子 (yi bei zi) = forever
希望 (xi wang) = hope
永远 (yong yuan) = forever