Feeling before the last paper

I am now in library and refuse to study. maybe its because most of the papers have down... I spent 1 hour looking through SMM result(dota competition) and realized that my favorite team couldn't make it even in the early stage.. It make me more sick when I read the comments saying how SUCK is MYM... Just to kill some time before i continue to prepare for my last paper....

I just decided not to go for walk and travel because its too expensive... Kinda disappointed... But i think I will come up with another planning... Its still undecided now but I am sure that it is not a big concern cos there must be something to do when the time comes....

Aside from studying from my last paper I am actually thinking what I can do for this holiday.. LOLOLOL... At first we all agreed on going for a vacation but AGAIN due to the expensive fare the trip cannot be proceed...

Another thing that pisses me off is my weight.. I have gained 4 Kg after I got my knee injured.. I couldn't run, play soccer and exam period really kill me hard... So this holiday putting down weight is a necessary... Hope my stupid knee dun give me so much trouble...

I started to play maple again together with my GF.. I have nv realized maple can be so relaxing.. After stuff in so many things inside my brain, I can nv sleep and maple help to relax my mind and get me to sleep.... There are new characters in Maple 2 and they are Knight of Cynus... Not bad to play and things changed so much.. Those scrolls that sold for 2 millions last time are selling at 20 millions now.. Inflation does happens.. haha.... So now training for chief Bandit isn't a problem anymore cos the money problem solved... I also got myself another character, that is a Striker.. Quite cool with extreme mode of savage blow at 3rd job together with critical... Cool!!!

Exam period is always the period where I get pissed of easily... Recently I am easily frustrated and luckily I was able to hold my temper.. Nv think of a day like now where I got PMS... Maybe I am getting old d and all the elderly symptoms started to surface..

For my brothers outside must think that I have ignored them.. I guess especially to teik, Kar Ooi, Maumin, and teong.. Lolx. I have always been afk cos I really too playful as u all know.. Again i dun think this holiday we are metting each other.. And even the next holiday it will be hard for us to meet since we have different timetables to go..
SO i look forward to Chinese New Year where everyone can gather (I hope we can gather at my place again this coming year) and win some of my money.. I have lost money for 5 years consecutively and its have been my culture to host the gamble and to spread out my earning from angpaos to everyone.. So make sure those who read this attend my house as usual.. lololol... Maybe can let me win some of my losing this coming year =D

I will be back to TI by 7th Dec... So call me up for yam char k?
See ya guys...

Best wishes.
Horace

Phases 2

pai seh . just now i have to rush for my dinner with my friends in hall. So basically this is the continuation of the blog just now.... I do not have enough for the blog just now because there are still plenty that I wanna share...

Life is always changing from time to time.... still remember that Chris Paccolat who came here for 1 year has gone back to his own country... 1 year can be a blink of eye... I am certain it is so because we really do all kind of shits together.. Hope that he can come back to visit us when he is free or maybe I can go and kick his ass in his country.... wish u and caroline are doing very fine over there and most importantly must enjoy yourselves..

To my ai ren, I wont leave u behind and forget to mention u because u are my captain cum ai ren.... I think u are extremely lovely this semester because you always so crap and we did a good job in persuading HOr Bor in !@#$%^&*( with @#$%^&*......... Though we may have failed, but as long as the committee is there, we will not give up this comm... I believe 1 day , we will definitely make this comm the best comm in Shearesss..... By the way, all the stupid ideas suggested by Seafood, u and me were really funny.. Must not forget the epic idea where one has to SHOUT " CHAU ARGHHH" to avoid some heavy responsibilty..... So it has been decided that we will buy @#$%^&* for his Birthday(NI HAO MA)..... Sorry for the alien language used.... For more info U can ask me face to face...... consultation fee will be charged.....

About myself... I got the best room in sheares block C..... It is so cooling and has the best scenery although I can only see lots of lighting from my window.. however just adjacent my room ,there is a pantry with all the equipment... Also , the is a rooftop with open roof.... wow it is best to enjoy beers and for talk cock session..... I have retired from all the tiring posts like SET IC.... Freak it.... CCB..... Pui!!! So wat else I can complain.. I almost find nothing to complain about.... However, I am getting fatter because I skipped exercise for a week.. Wat the hell... CHAU ARGHHHH fat and oil....

Unfortunately , I wanna complain that there is a mosquito biting me now and I am very irritated by it because I cannot catch it.... If i catch it, i will make sure I sodomize its ass with drumstick and then put it inside hot water and then put salt of its ass.... CB mosquito dun spoil my mood........ ArGHHHHHHHHHHH.......... Okie ba... since that stupid mosquito spoil
my mood, I am going to shower ler and I will kill it later... Wohihihihihihihihih......


Horace Bar Yong Lee~

Phases..

My small little junior has motivated me to write down something about what happened around me recently....Life has been so satisfying and i really enjoy myself to the max. However life is not about myself and life without all the spices wouldn't be interesting though.

Before anything, let me tell something about my RAG experience that seem quite a while ago yet it seem like yesterday. What exactly that I want to achieve in RAG. I asked myself a question: Why u wanna be C.Enginner ? And i answered to myself as usual, because I want to give another damn try to rag and of course because I do not want to regret this golden opportunity where we can win those freaking shields back.... So do i regret with my decision to join RAG? My answer is: Once I make a decision, no matter its good or bad , I will take it.... And it turned out to be not bad ..... Hiaxxxx.... A bit disappointed that we couldn't win some shields.... However, the result is just some consolation, what we learned matters..... Shits that we went through matter..... Laughter that we had matters... I think I wont join RAG anymore because I have already given a good fight and I have no regret for what I have done.... Really GOOD JOB to all the retards who join RAG.... I always call raggers retards because I think Rag really too much for a ordinary persons... And of course I wish to shout out loud that Horace is a goddamn RETARD..... *sigh*... Sigh because finally I dun have to endure all the sleepless night that kills me..... Humans always learn more and appreciate more after they gone through shits..... Let me share about my friends problems..

My friend or more accurately my junior.... I have long never see such a kid that think like me when I was 10.. I am always attracted by people who are quite similar with my pass.... He always like to judge thing based on his own experiences and summarize things.... This is not really correct because things are not always that bad.... We think it is bad because we have expectation... Even if really things did not turn out to be like what expected, we should not disappoint because remember that life is always a long long journey.... If today we cannot make it, then next time.. If next time still cannot, there is always another time..... This is just like what my kinder-garden's teacher told me... She said this to me: If you are stupid then read few more times.. Do not care about others who can understand by reading it once.... We do not compare because we are not to be compared... We are we.. Each individual is unique..... So my junior out there, I really hope that you can get my message here... hahaha...... I learn this quote before I primary 1 and I truly understand this not until I freaking faced some big shit... So do not feel disappointed..... And yeah, my sister always said: Do not cry because it is over, but smile because it happened to you....... And i freaking agree with this statement..... :)

Of course to my another junior who faced relationship problem.... Which guy in this earth does not face this problem.... but we homo-sapien with DICK should accept shits with open arm... If it is your decision then I will fully support you.... because I respect who you are.... Like who you are..... Go on with the current situation though it might be hard.... If really you are uncertain, YOU have my full support...... :)

To my good friends, I am sorry that I never keep in touch with u guys frequently... but but really really you guys are in my heart.... Hopefully we will meet up this CNY and enjoy the day and night together... Surely it will be damn nice..... One of friend always say: If we really have true friends, what if the world goes to it end? At least we tasted the best thing in this world... hahaha... I hope everyone out there is doing fine.... You guys are my life-long nakama... kishishishi.....

My friends here in NUS.. Of course I am having a good time with them... If we are living so near and we never grab this fucking chance to enjoy the time together.... Lightning will strike me..... wahahhahah.... guess lightning wont strike me because I am certain that all of us really enjoy the time together so much..... wohhohohohoho.....

Lastly to my noob girlfriend.. hope that this half a year is really some time for you to know me well... of course u wont be able to know me well enough because there are too many things that you need to explore... hahahhahaha.. surprises are always hidden.. Am I right? Heard that u cut ur hair today ler... Quite excited to know how u look like.... PLS PLS.. dun look noob... if not i will make sure I call u noobie always..... CHEE NOOB... wahahhahahaha..... For my friends out there, I know u guys are excited to see how she looks like,... Trust me, U will be surprised because she is extremely stupid.... But I love her so much ...

Thats all peeps..

catch up with me next time... woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

Incandescene

latest update!!

Announcement!! The nicknames of the month!

Yong Lun aka Mr Hor Boh

Lee Long aka The kangaroo

Alvin Ang aka Mr DH

Jason Lau aka Mr Chau

Chee Mei aka CM(crystal Maiden)

Horace aka Meepok(meepo)

kai jia aka KKJ(kai kai jia)

Zhen Lin aka rocker

Yee Voon aka Xiao Zhu

Bei En aka Belan

Chris pacco aka The Hulk

Min Woo aka Kimchi

Alex TTY aka JiDan

Ming Zhe aka Da M

Matt aka xiao M

Swee foo aka Seafood

Horace~

Weird0!!!

some strange stories happened around recently.
1. there are 2 alphabets surfaced in block C recently and they are "da M" and "xiao M". Da M = ming zhe and xiao M=matt. They are basically the most sexy M guys in lv 4. Try to witness their sexiness if u are free to come over block C lv 4. :)

2. I asked my gf a question: An archer shoots an arrow to the gorilla and the gorilla successfully cathces the arrow. However in the end , the gorilla dies. Why ar?
SHE answered: Because the gorilla hold the arrow and punches himself. Barbar black sheep. bar bar stupid . bar bar bar. ( I personally think that this is an excellent answer. Awesome!! But she think for 3 days before she got the answer. )

3. love bite happened around in block C recently. our singer "Andy Lau hau lian" got 2 love bites from KR's girl. He was so proud of his curry chicken/strawberries and claimed that he will bring down the belt curve for the module he is taking. How ar? He said those students sitting to his left and right will be distracted by his curry chicken and wont be able to concentrate in answering the paper. (and I said, pls take the same module as I am taking and allow me to sit far far away from him )

4.Yeah, its officially decided that my second pet will be rabbit. Are u happy with the answer
let me reannounce here: eldest pet: watermelon 2nd pet:rabbit 3rd pet:kangaroo

5.I would like to take apportunity to advertise to those who read my blog about the Block C incoming event, NO77S(nite of 77 stars). I will assure u that it will be exciting and fun to watch. Pls support us...

A bastard?

What is the precise definition of Bastard?

1)Is it pee-ing at the public area considered bastard?
~Friday morning at about 2 am at SRC, there were a group of bastards pee-ing in a row. There were Darius, Qing Wei, Me, Damien, Terrence and Benedict. It was kinda cool to have done this in a group. So for me, this is what we call nature because before toilet was invented humans used to settle thier problem everywhere. So who cares if we dirty the area, but I would say WE fertilize the soil there. We have done something good. @@

2)Bojio a sin?
Here comes the issue in our hall especially in block C. "Bojio" has been very frequently heard in block C. This word is not only heard when YOU nv invite them for dinner or maybe breakfast or lunch but also when you nv invite them to SHOWER TOGETHER, DO BUSINESS TOGETHER or maybe WATCH DOCUMENTARY TOGETHER.
I would say the one who raised this issue is the bastard. =.= (yeah I am refering to you SEAFOOD)

3)Too playful and not being serious at all time a bastard?
NO i dun agree. They are actually nice and awesome. This is because block C guys are all like that. Am i right? Pls prove me right. :)

Horace~

What is so great about my Hall(namely Sheares Hall)

What is so great about my Hall?

1. Sheares Hall is a family hall. I am not saying other halls are not, but Shearites always welcome newcomers with open arm and that was the reason why i was attracted by this hall. I have a journey from PGP to Sheares Hall which I think is part of fantastic experience in my life.

2.Shearites are passionate. They just being too rock. You must witness with ur own eyes.

3.The girls in Sheares are really girls. (I dun mean to offend other halls, but I can see those soccer girls from other halls are like guys and I doubt I will lose to them 1 v 1 if there is a fight. )

4.The supper is extremely superb. CHEAP and worth it. Uncle Vincent service is of 1st class standard.

5.The sport teams in Sheares Hall are really ZAI. We are currently no 2 in overall and 1st for guy category for IHG. What can i say? Team Sheares so ZAI.

6.There are a lot of cute people here. Like my 3 pets (Js, Yl and LL). They are extremely cute and with them around , life is much happening.
~here I must brieftly describe my 3 pets.
a)Js aka "the watermelon"
He is kind and obedient. Sometimes quite wild but always under control. Most possesive when come to food. Better dun approach him when its meal time or you will get urself injured.
b)Y.Lun aka "Webcammer"
He is of the most vulger-words-spoken type. He like to scold bad words to his master( which mean ME). This bad habit is basically came from his master(Also ME). The most normal pet among 3 because he has not GAY symptom.
c)L.Long aka "LLLL"
He is the most naughty 1. Like to bite things and always give trouble to my neighbours and ME. His food always got stolen by the First(Js) and this has caused him to be the thinnest among all. Unfrtunately, he is also my Dota NOOB captain.

There are alot lot more to say about my hall. But i wanna sleep ler. Catch up with me next time.

Horace

A story that inspired me long time ago.

Love does not need a reason. NEVER!

~message : One day a girl asked:

Why do you like me?
Why do you love me?
HE answered: I cannot tell the reason but i really like u.
SHE: You cannot even tell me the reason. How can u say u like me?
How can you say u love me?
HE: I really do not know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.
SHE: Proof? NO!
I want you to tell me. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he love her but not you.
HE: okie okie. Ermmmmm.....
Because u are beautiful
because u are caring
because your voice is sweet
because u are loving
because u are thoughtful
because of your smile
because of your every movement.

~the gal felt so satisfied whit his answer. Unfortunately, after few days later, the girl met with and accident and became comma. He then placed a letter by her side and here is the content of the letter: ~

[
Darling.
because of your sweet voice that i love you
Now can u talk? NO! therefore i cannot love you
because of your care and concern that i love you
Now that u cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you
because of your smile, because of your every movement that i love you
Now can u smile? now can u move?
NO! therefore i cannot love you anymore.

Does love really need a reason? NO!

therefore I still love you.
]

Love does not need a reason.
Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen
Also cannot be touched but can be felt in heart.
Love does not need a reason.
It is something that u can feel burning inside your heart and waiting to be exploded of love.

~horace

Rag experience

How long since the Rag end? Its been 1 semester and the fridge i bought last semester during rag still in Sean's room( and that fridge cost me 30 bucks). I remembered that I wanted to write a blog for my rag experience and i have never written any until today. I guess now i wont be able to write a blog that might be as elaborating as it suppose to be. Anyway, lets start:

Still remember that when I first joined rag, my motive was to join Sheares Hall. What the fuck should I care about the Rag if it win or not. I don't care. I remembered i came back for Rag in early June 2008. What astonished me was, the Rag that was described as a production that need a lot of man power has only less than 10 people.

"No mood" was what I always felt. Sienx and no motivation as well. Why should I do all this kind of job. I thought the task that i was doing was meant for those construction workers. At that time i wondered- Am I a bangladesh worker? WTF rite?

I was a noob engineer at that time. No 1 guiding us to do the engineering work. I can still remember very well who were there at that time. Only Matt, Sandra, Jung Seong, Wan Sin, Yong Lin and Shida.(maybe i miss out some but i am certain there were less than 10 people)

Soon, some seniors came back and help out. They taught us how to use drills and other power tools as well as how to build some basic structure. That was when i felt engineers are cool. Seniors that came back include Joseph, Chris, Samson, Jung Seong(who dun look like the chairperson because he look so cock (= and also my master Jung Keat, a very annoying person yet very useful and patient in training me as a refined engineer.(by the way, he is a first class honored chemical engineering student :P)

Few weeks later, my boss came back from China. He is Xue Hai( also well known as Hai ge). What a china guy? But at least he is easy to get along. Nice Pr skill but a bit lazy. Working with him is really hard because he speak mandarin that i cannot understand. But what can I do? Time will solve everything. As time goes, finally we can work as a team together with Jung Seong, Shida, Xuda, Ling Xiao and also Xue Hai.

Not forgetting other engineers. There were stories that entertained the rag that time- Qiu Ping who also known as "Hai Mei" was the highlight at that time. A girl as engineer? Thats not something common. She claimed that she is experienced in engineering work. I would say she has got some basic but not to the extend that she can handle big things. (Anyway, she improved a lot and she is one of my engineers this coming Rag)

Also we got Alvin, namely the slacker among engineers. He has been slacking a lot but he is quite helpful when he has the mood(in other words, he always emomo when he came down to help. Dunno if he think the same when I first came here for rag- If I am a worker in construction site?)
Now we are staying together in block C, a place where everyone live like a family. We are in the same dota team mate and also in sheares soccer team this year. YEAH, he is also known as DH(guess u will have to ask lv 2 people to know what is DH). hahah~

Aiks, i am too busy introducing the characters in Rag. After a month in rag, I can feel the sense of belonging to this Hall. The question why everyone is doing this FUCKED UP Rag was finally clarified. Why everyone was so hardworking in finishing the float that will be dismantled right after the 5 minutes performance at the rag day itself?

Here i can answer u guys:
RAG is the PRIDE of SHEARES HALL. We can be fools, but the name of SHEARES HALL shall not belittle. The FLOAT that we build symbolize the name of SHEARES HALL.

Of course we went through a lot of shits throughout the rag, but that's worth it because we gained something that we cannot acquire by money. Something invaluable- Friendship that built, tears that shed and effort spent that pin in mind. All of these will remain forever~

On the Rag day itself, everyone was so tired because we did not finish the float as scheduled. As the result, we work very intensively 1 day before the Rag day. Everyone was so worn out. Also the day before the Rag day, we see the shearites stand together as 1 to finish the float. Its kinda touching if you can witness the scene yourself. We call that spirit "SHEARES SPIRIT".

The final moment reached- 8th August, the Rag day. Everyone gave their best. Dancers dance with passion, logistic push the float and props with spirit and also all the supporters together with SWOC came down to support.

Until the moment when our Hall was called- The emcee announced "We welcome Sheares Hall".
We proudly presented our item to everyone in NUS, with the brand new and courage idea- the band in the music box namely RHAPSODY~

I didn't know what exactly happened because i was the operator for the main float. What I remembered was my heart beat was beating so hard until the performance ended.

I couldn't elaborate very well for every moment happened in Rag because its been quite a while. There are a lot more that I never mention but its fresh inside my mind, like the coffee break, the nipple biting session, OT to finish the main float with Dean and Y.Lin. Those are really memorable.

So this year with the heavy responsibility on hand as C.Engineer, this coming rag will be more exciting and more fulfilling.

Horace~